SMOOOOKEES

OMG heey maan! its been such a long time since i last posted something.

Well a lot of shit happened, ups and downs- damn right! its always there to freaking haunt me i swear! Well i just had a lecture because of trying a ciggarette, yea i know right "tsk tsk tsk, cant believe i broke my morals". I full on had a lecture by leanne & full on called Patricia just to have a back up, omg maan but still they are right though. Though knowing me & my personality, i just couldnt help but try. I just love trying new things, its just the best.

Yeah anyways they full on had a speech about it, yea they were right, though my curiousity took over me at that time. Well i also had a "diciplinary big brother talk" with my cousin, haha i love him man though he's going to call my mum if he finds out if i took just even one drag though i can try the "flavoured cigg" just one puff then NONE! and of course i also had a big "no no talk" with vapex, i so wish she wouldnt tell layla - or else i will be dead!. Weirdly, i understand now why people take "drags" when they are so problematic because of life threatening worries of dos and donts. I believe its because of its relaxing release of smoke in your lungs, aagghhh, its very sootheing and harmful as well. I feel very sorry for the people who are so addicted to this and suffers from the life threatening diseases and potential death occurance that can happen in no time. I feel very grateful that i have friends that actually, suprisingly care about me and my stupid actions and decisions that i have made in my life. It makes me feel loved and cared for, i love them so much and without them, i will probably be one of those druggos and drunkies in the streets without any care for the future.

I grauranteed that it was my first and my last smoke because i promised so much people, and i dont want to let them down.